5 Days pp

Prior to having my first I lost a bunch of weight then ended up pregnant, I lost all the weight I gained as soon as I gave birth. I got pregnant 3 month pp and gained 60lbs, idk why but today in particular I have just been fixated on my body constantly going to the bathroom comparing my body in the mirror to how it was postpartum last time and looking at old pictures. As I’m washing the dishes my children’s father said something about my feet being too fat for my crocs & how they were leaning but I laughed it off because it was only that way because I had my foot shifted to the side but he knows how bad I complained about my feet being swollen and it was ugly to me. He then says 30 mins later “Damnnn what happened to your pregnancy ass” all I could tell him was leave me alone but my feelings are really hurt. Being around him just makes me so insecure, I feel so disgusting and I hate crying over everything but he’s so fucking insensitive. He says things like this and wonders why there’s a disconnect between us, I don’t feel like I should have to tell a grown man to not comment on my body especially not 5 days postpartum like it hasn’t even been a week. I just know if I said something he’ll apologize and say it was a joke but it’s clearly not a joke.