Caught

This may be long.

Early this morning I caught my husband on stripchat masturbating.

I came downstairs to check on my laundry and saw one of my so s socks so i went to grab the other he had on our porch, asked husband to see his phone and he sitting there clicking out of stuff and I only needed it for the flashlight. I threw it back at him after I used it for 30 secs. And started to walk back upstairs and said something along the lines of him on cam sites. He did that stupid guilty laugh saying your complaining about the PORN i use. I said cam girls are not porn you can interract with her.

An then I started saying how the fuck would tou feel if Im on cam sites watching guys when your begging me to pay attention to you and Im choosing them over you. I said I can count on ONE FUCKIMG HAND how many tomes weve had sex in the past 18 months and I said two of those are because I mentioned a male porn star(johnny sins after the coo and lady in the back of his crusier broke out two weeks ago).

Im so at a lost, hes never looked at this shit before but in 2021 is when he started. Weve had problems in our relationship and broke up briefly and told him he needs to pit more effort into us because I just cant be the only one trying anymore. Im emotionally, mentally and physically drained of the only one trying.

He said he doesnt have a problem because he doesnt do it multiple times a day more than once a week. I believe him because I checked the internet history but I still dont know what to do.