Questions on psychological trauma from past sexual assault

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So I was sexually assaulted when I was 10 years old, by my first cousin.

Now I was also abused horribly as a child but I never really felt like the sexual assault traumatized me as bad as the childhood abuse did.

Is that normal? Do y'all think me and others just so happen to have hidden trauma? Like the things our brains have blocked out? I can remember the events etc but even now as an adult, sometimes I will stop in my tracks and be like holy crap bc it brought back a memory I hadn't ever even thought about.

Sorry if that's confusing.