30 Weeks & Terrified of Childbirth!

Does anyone else have an irrational fear of childbirth?? My husband and I have been trying for almost 7 years, experienced a loss, and now are almost 30 weeks along with our rainbow baby. I’ve wanted this for so long and know I’ll have to push this little guy out one way or another but I am seriously terrified for so many reasons. Complications alone, tearing, the pain of contractions.. I’ve always had incredibly painful periods. So bad I usually end up in the hospital.. I don’t know how I’m going to survive pushing out a little human 🤦🏻‍♀️😭 (yes I realize this is irrational and dramatic but I’m just curious to know if there’s others that are feeling the same!)