young mama, feeling overwhelmed

young mama here, almost 20 and 5/6 weeks into a very unexpected pregnancy. (very excited though)

i’m having so many ups and downs and i don’t know if it’s situational or hormonal but i’m just feeling this need for reassurance because i haven’t told my parents or anything and it’s just kind of isolating. and i feel like i see and hear so much of the negative parts, which believe me, i’m well aware of. but i need more of that cheering on, being told to breathe and it’ll be okay, that *i* will be okay. i love my baby so much already and i’m spending so much time doing everything i can to ensure i’m the best mom possible to them, but i’m still scared and needing that comfort. you know?

this is just mostly a vent but yeah lol