“Don’t want the meds I’m just trying to get relief from my stress” NF

I’m 35 and finally feeling some relief from my anxiety I felt my whole life. I spent so long wondering what’s wrong with me? Why can’t I just be? Why am I always in my head ? Well I still am but at least it’s not causing me stress. The Zoloft is making everything so much better. I spent years and years battling inside my head. It feels unfair now I’m stuck in this place wondering , can I handle having another kid? Do I want to get off the medication before trying? I want to address it in a more natural way but nothing else has worked. But right now… right now I’m just so at peace with letting my body and head have what feels like a long awaited rest. Sigh.