Didn’t expect it to be that hard so quickly…

I was so excited when I found out 2 weeks ago. Now I’m entering week 6 and have my 1st check-up November 16th and am stressing out if everything’s developing well. What if I don’t see the heartbeat…

I am super happy about the baby and our future, just as a disclaimer on the below.

I was on a dopamine high when I found out and now it seems like there’re just the symptoms - extreme bloating (I can’t button the top of my jeans), fatigue yet insomnia, morning sickness is horrid (though crackers help), my breasts are huge already, and I’m just super moody and feel like I’m a burden to my Hubby.

I dunno, sorry for the rant. We want this baby so much and have been trying for a year.

Now it’s here and I just didn’t expect it to be so hard so soon.

I’m kind of pissed that this is not shared more on social media, just the positives and cheesy aspects of pregnancy. But my…how ignorant was I. Not even my friends shared the troubles, only now when I open up do they mention the first trimester was hellish.

Oh well. There’s gonna be another crying fit in the morning whilst getting ready to work, then quickly dry the tears, put on the mask (make up and corporate smile) and on with the show!