Need motivation😩😭

Update: woke up this morning and went to the bathroom only to see blood.

If this is true I’ll be thankful but I’m honestly so scared to test and be let down or fear the unknown due to history with my ex it’s been 3 years and just started something more serious with my current boyfriend. I’m just anxious I guess:( should I just go ahead and test or wait one more day if AF doesn’t show?

I have been experiencing some symptoms, my last pregnancy I found out 2 days before all because I had that feeling on my boobs just as you’d start to leak while breastfeeding, as I’ve been experiencing that, often but obviously im not producing but just that pressure feeling and fatigue overall nothing else last pregnancy I never had morning sickness