Jus venting

Am I the only one that’s always concerned if my baby is ok 16 weeks and 1 days today

My OB appointments have all been well… and genetics testing is good

But I can’t help but to think n have these weird ass dreams

Like I am so scared to go to an appointment n my baby doesn’t have a heart beat or sumn like that

My next OB appointment is 11/30 but I can’t wait that long the last one was 11/2

I just scheduled a private US for later today I want my mom to come but im scared that it might be bad n I don’t want anyone there with me till I know he is ok… I have some form of anxiety that only occurs when there is something important or urgent going on

I know u usually don’t feel that baby move but I have been have these twiggles and twitches and almost like lighting crotch but not really I just am getting more b more nervous at the days go on 😩 rant over jus pray for me n my son yall

My family thinks im crazy but idk how to relax my nerves TBH