Touched out mommy

I am feeling a little guilty right now. I'm 19 wks and for most of this pregnancy i have had a complete touch aversion towards my husband. I mean just the slightest kiss annoys me. A rub on the leg. Hum simply asking me to move closer to him makes me wanna snap an attitude. and for the life of me I don't know why. My libido has dropped massively to the point where foreplay is a turn off😭.

I don't care for sex, I don't want it , and I don't want you touching me. LEAVE ME ALONE😭😂.

And then all of a sudden I might want a small gesture of affection but nothing to big...like I've become completely uncomfortable with any type of physical touch and I don't know how to fix it. It's driving me insane because I feel so bad for being distant but this 2nd baby really isn't fond of physical touch. We do have a needy clingy toddler who is up my butt more then I can blink. But the complete disinterest in my husband is alarming😭 how can I fix this or at least find a common ground for me and my hubby he's so miserable with out his cuddles😂 is this just normal. Like I've been through this before but more and more surprises keep coming. Like they say no pregnancy is the same 😅