Nearly 7 weeks.

I am nearly 7 weeks pregnant I found out yesterday and this was not planned/expected.

I am 24 still at home with parents and a full time job. The baby daddy does not want me to keep it because he’s not ready to have a baby ( he is 22 turning 23). A lot of people think I shouldn’t keep it for financial reasons and the situation I am in. Baby daddy doesn’t like the idea of us not being together in the same home and that it would affect the child having to go back and forth from dad to mum.

I just can’t seem to justify killing my baby.

I’m scared I don’t know what to do or how to come to a decision. I feel deep down I want to keep it but I’m scared of what’s to come and how I will cope but I know if I get rid of it I would forever hate myself/ regret it and think about it all day everyday what ifs.

If I was to have a miscarriage I would feel ok because I would then know it wasn’t meant to be.

How can I help myself come to a final decision. I have made pros and cons of both outcomes and I still can’t figure out what the right thing to do is :(