recently found out that I'm 6 weeks pregnant by my "sneaky link". We have been talking on and off since May of this year. When I found out that I was pregnant I told him and he suggested an abortion. After that, I haven't heard from pregnhim.

I love babies and always wanted one of my own. However, I fear having to go through pregnancy alone. Half of me wants to keep it and the other half of me wants to get the abortion. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. Any advice?

also to note: i'm a senior in college.