i can’t stop testing. started at 9dpo and was getting negatives until the faintest line ever at 11dpo. . i just had a feeling i was pregnant my breast were so sore, and i had this gut feeling i’ve never had before. i absolutely wasted a shit ton of money as you can see. most of my FR digital died with the yes +, my clear blue digitals going strong! lol. i’ve gotten multiple blood draws so far all is well, waiting on an ultrasound. had many faints, many definitely pregnant lines, and many dye stealers. i know i will be hitting hook effect quite soon. but for the life of me i can’t stop. what is actually wrong with me? i know pregnancy tests can’t tell you viable pregnancy or not. and i’ve had plenty of blood draws to keep me slightly sane other than the tests. i guess im waiting patiently as i can for an ultrasound. why am i seriously like this? i think this has become a serious problem, my family thinks im insane 😂🤦🏻‍♀️ what can i do to take my mind off testing? i think i cant stop until i see the baby and heartbeat. i wanna make sure my lines don’t get fainter with time i guess… i’m terrified quite honestly and my anxiety is through the roof. any help or suggestions with this? i know i sound so silly, and this is a crazy thing to have a problem with but im struggling with this. anyone?