So my bd and I are not in a relationship but we live together and sometimes it feel like we still are. For example, new years he was putting his arm around me and saying he loved me that even our families thought we were back together. I dont think I love him but sometimes it feels nice to feel he wants me. Anyways, he’s been very possessive as well. Saying I’m not single and to not talk to other guys. I was just like whatever but I don’t want a relationship anyways. So then anyways, I saw a girl on his phone but he claimed she was just a friend which I didn’t think was true so whatever. So he gave me his passcode and I decided to go through his phone. Bad and toxic I know. I saw him telling her he loves her and sending dick pics which honestly kind of hurt. Even though I always kind of suspected something was going on. So anyways I confronted him about it. At first he was like how would you even know that and said I was mental. Then when I admitted I went through his phone he said it was my fault I got hurt for going through his shit. Which true but it’s like damn you don’t even feel bad? Like constantly lied to me, called me crazy and said I needed help when I’d confront him about things with her even though I was right. I know we’re not in a relationship and he doesn’t owe me anything but like why act the way he does you know? Like am i wrong for expecting him to feel bad? I blocked him and gave him a deadline to move out because I just cannot deal with him anymore