I’ve tried to protect my vagina and mental health all my life. I dissociate from the family friend’s son and the time 8-9 years old is basically a blur to me. Basically I’m more furious at myself for being a victim of rape (young and older) and no one else can help me. Only I can heal me. The internalizing that I’m not worthy helps no one. My body needs to be respected and I usually stuff this behind my rib cage and let it hurt me. Today I’m saying unconscious sex is not acceptable and should always be corrected so it never happens again. No mistakes. No excuses.

Thanks for listening