I have a 3 year old with behavior issues. We are doing home preschool and I'm already burnt out. I have tremendous anxiety about school shootings (I'm in the US). I plan to see a therapist about it. I have looked up a preschool program but every time I try to talk to my husband about it he brings up school shootings, I think to trigger my anxiety to get me to keep homeschooling. He constantly says "public school is not a place for smart people" and he's very against it. Today I just couldn't do it. My daughter is not listening and she's screaming at me, my husband is getting on my last nerve, so I said fine we're not doing school today. I found a TK program for next year. My husband immediately starts talking about school shootings again. I said that my mental health and my relationship with my daughter can't stand homeschooling. I said that I am not capable of being a good teacher for her because if it. He said "I'm just scared you're going to send her to school and she's going to die."

I am crying because I am so frustrated with the whole thing. I feel scared and alone and unsupported and I don't know what to do.