So 6 days ago I posted about my news of being a mom again with my forth baby but you all don't know me well this is my forth baby but it's my first one with my new boyfriend, my past few pregnancies haven't been my ones for me I have had 4 in total before this one one because I was raped by someone in 2014 lost it to, my first pregnancy came out to be with twins lost both of them at full term both girls a tragic loss for me they passed away in my arms not long after they we're born😔😔💔, my third one was my son pregnant with him in 2016 full term delivered on Halloween night beautiful he was 5th of November lost him he passed away in my arms to😔😔💔 no way we would have been able to make it he had a hole in his heart 😭😭❤️ which was why I lost him, and now I have my forth baby but my first one with my new partner it was unplanned even though I am on birth control and we did use protection and I'm still emotional anxious about being pregnant again we decided to give it a try and have our first baby together I'm keeping it but I'm having regardless regrets about it already please give me the hopeful support for this one for me and us and show I'm not along with this and my thoughts are just my pregnancy hormones and mood swings doing it for me please 😩😭😭 🙏🙏❤️