Sorry for the long read….

I’m slowly coming to terms or trying to figure out if I have depression. The last couple of years I’ve been dealing with health issues, one of them being chronic fatigue which has been the worst. I don’t really know what I would be depressed about…I mostly feel burnt out and not motivated to do anything. I haven’t had a job since beginning of 2022 and have little interest in getting one. I’m at the point where I don’t know what I want to do. I’ve lost interest in things I used to love, even tried to pick them back up but didn’t work. I have no energy or desire to do anything. I’d rather be in bed on my phone or playing video games, as those are stimulating to me. Some days I feel cloudy and just blah. I have trouble with dealing with my emotions and expressing them, like if something tragic happens or something that most people would react to, I would shrug it off. I can close people off and dissociate, being by myself. I do have adhd and take vyvanse which has helped some, especially with the fatigue. I’m just unsure if I do have depression or something else going on. My main concern is if I get put on antidepressants if they would work with vyvanse or if they would cause fatigue. I have a low tolerance to medication so I struggle with side effects. Tried Wellbutrin/Bupropion but had a bad reaction to it…

Any advice or comments is appreciated!