I sometimes hate myself for this

Reese

I love my boyfriend so much and i would die for him! He loves me and cares for me and everything, just a casual relationship right?

Well whenever im just talking to my boyfriend i start to get mad and tell him off or i yell at him for doing something silly or anything like that! I always hate myself for being in the relationship sometimes and alway think i wish i was still single again because i feel bad right after… my relationship is confusing and always telling my bf we need couples therapy and he always says that we dont and its useless and something else!

Is it normal to get rlly mad at ur bf or husband when they r silly or doing something annoying?