Twins & rants

It’s been a ruff few weeks , but we finally had an apt and been able to see the babies . Twin A(apples) is the first picture . Apples lets us see him/her every time . lol that picture was at at 12 weeks , twin B (bananas) never wants to show him/her self EVER! And we had a very bad scare when I was leaking fluids a few days ago , after an ER visit they said the twins heart rates were fine and no concern I had fluids under them in my uterus , but needed an after ER apt . Which we had Friday . & Bananas FINALLY showed us him/her self 😊 which is the second picture (14 weeks) . I quit smoking and changed a few things in my diet and only really eat what I crave and my sickness has calmed down tremendously . I pray every day I don’t wake up and it starts again . But I just wanted to update you guys . And ask when do you think it’s safe to start buying things for them . I’m extremely scared to get excited . Especially when all the doctors can say to me is twins are extremely high risk and this and that . Also . Has anyone had twins and was able to deliver naturally ? I’m scared to have a c section 😔 I keep having dreams I die on the table , & watching greys anatomy isn’t helping me but I’m addicted to the show . Thanks for listening to me rant