Today I came across photos this guy I used to date and his new girl they just had a baby me and his brother were friends on FB and he was tagged in some photos of the girlfriend’s maternity shoot I wasn’t lurking the photos just ended up in my timeline(I ended up unfollowing the brother after seeing the photos) I have moved on from this man but it kinda hurts seeing like when him and I dated he wouldn’t fully commit to me I was good enough to sleep with but he played so many games to the point where I cut him off, time went by I raised my standards and expectations and I fell in love with someone who would commit to me but we ended our engagement recently because of his mother, she caused so much chaos, she didn’t like my race and he wouldn’t stand up to her so I ended things he was the closest I got to marriage and having a family now I’m alone and it’s just upsetting because everyone around me has gotten married and started a family which I want but something always happens. I’m never chosen, I’m never enough…I’m always a second thought or a side chick (unbeknownst to me) I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.

@lydia you are very nice nasty his mother put something in my drink when it comes to MY Life and health I should’ve been a priority period.