Feeling alone while pregnant

I am currently 11 weeks pregnant with my first rainbow baby. I have a high risk pregnancy and ever since I turned 6 weeks in a switch my daily life activities became hard to manage. I can’t stand around for too long without getting short of breath. I haven’t been able to clean or do chores. I wfh and even my morning sickness gets in the way to the point I have to call out towards the end of my shift almost every single day. I take zofran, which lately doesn’t seem like it’s been helping make the sickness go away. I moved out of state so I have no one to hang out with. I am also keeping my pregnancy a secret from my family and friends because we are planning to surprise them in May. I don’t get the emotional support from my husband. I get told I’m lazy even though I do everything for him.. cook and clean. I haven’t been able to cook ever since I turned 6 weeks because I gag and throw up touching food. My husband has been feeding me fast food this whole time and I am tired of it. I try not to cry because I don’t want my baby to feel stressed but it’s just becoming so overwhelming. I don’t have my degree because when I moved in with my husband I was so focused on helping pay bills so I pushed my nursing schooling aside. He knows how much it pulls my heart strings that i don’t have my degree. Yet today he was going on and on about a coworker he has that went to school to become a cna and how much of a hard worker she is(which i know it is). He also stated that “she looks after him so he looks after her”. It hurt me hearing him say that because he’s never seen wfh jobs like “real jobs”. He thinks i have it easy when in reality I stress over my job as well but I don’t bring my work problems into our life. Maybe I am overreacting but I just feel like he doesn’t see anything I do for him as enough. I just feel so depressed and alone. I’ve thought about going to therapy but i can’t even bring it up to him because he’s told me before that’s only for “crazy people”. I just need a hug and someone to tell me everything is going to be okay.