Lonely

Hi there!

I made a post a while back when i was 15 saying i had never dated anyone or even had my first kiss and i felt odd, update now, im currently 19 and we’ll… i’ve still never kissed anyone or been in a relationship and i’m an adult virgin. Makes me feel like i’m disgusting or not worthy (yes i am bigger and sometimes i think i will never be loved because i’m fatter than others, i know we have come a long way but being real society standards still say women aren’t pretty unless they’re thin) is there anyway i can stop feeling like this! or is there something wrong with me. turning to my fellow women to help me out