Single mom to be

sharon

I’m just struggling with bonding with her… (just found out yesterday she’s a girl) I don’t wanna say I hate her but I don’t necessarily love her I don’t feel connected to her at all. I actually feel very disconnected from my body. This whole pregnancy has honestly sucked it’s been miserable and sad. I can’t and don’t even feel excited about finding out the gender …. Idk what to do I feel like a horrible mom..