What..the… f

Why???

Ever since starting after being prescribed by my RE and then lowering to the smallest dose possible to improve my TSH number to make it ideal for pregnancy…. Even though it’s already ideal for a normal human being not trying to get pregnant . Everything has gone wrong. The past month has sucked.

My anxiety has skyrocketed and is worse than it has been in my life. Some nights I can’t sleep and I feel like I’m losing my mind especially days leading up to my period I feel especially insane. For two months before starting I was off of Zoloft and doing great with natural ways of dealing with anxiety. I was successful with sleeping well and dealing w difficult situations. Now I feel completely incapable. I cannot continue this medication. Idk if that will affect my fertility negatively. I feel sometimes like giving up on my fertility journey. My heart breaks about it but my spirit is so broken.