Just need some reassurance

I’m pregnant and I want to keep the babe, the problem is that I’m absolutely not ready. I’m 20, I’m struggling with depression, I don’t have my drivers license, I don’t have a steady job, I’m living with my parents, and me and the dad aren’t together. But despite everything I don’t want an abortion, I’ve always wanted a child (or two) and I don’t even know if I’ll get this chance again. Multiple women in my family has had difficulties with fertility and carrying to term so it might not even work out, but I really don’t wanna sit and wonder what could’ve been if I get an abortion. Also I’m aware that the babe is going to be inside me for the next 8 months, but it still feels like so little time to get my shit together. I just need someone to tell me everything is going to be okey and also advice on how to tell the dad that he’s going to be a dad.