My long term boyfriend and I just broke up. We treated each other horribly and I've emotionally been over him and out of love with him for a few months. I finally took the biggest step of my life and broke up with him, moved 6 hours away. He's my best friend though and I don't want to lose him as such. I met him when I was 15, and I'm 18 now. Due to me not having ANY romantic feelings for him, my cousin introduced me to this other guy when I moved, he's really sweet and treats me amazingly. I know my ex has his issues, and I have mine, but this new guy treats me better than anyone I've ever been with. I struggle with self harm since i was 12, and while I don't c*t anymore, i punch my leg as hard as I can multiple times. My now-ex just got mad and threatened to leave, and this guy actually takes care of me. But my ex? He just makes me feel horrible and guilty about everything and I just want to be happy and this guy makes me really happy. Here are some pictures of the guys (the one with the dimples is the new guy) and a picture of my leg. Anyone with any advice, please please PLEASE tell me