Just venting

Baby

Anyone ever deal with pre postpartum this is my first baby and I’m in love with him already but I only have 57 days left till he takes his first breath and I’m going through it I hate how much pain his kicks bring me but I love knowing that he’s so active and alert I hate my body but I love that I’m growing my bestie I just wake up and sit on the floor and cry in pain but I’m so grateful and honored to be his mom what do u call this