I am so excited 😊😆

I am so excited the count down is on, I am 40and on May 9 at 9 am I am going to get an IUD in. I have waited so very long to finally be able to get this birth control, it will not affect my hormones and it will not increase my hormones. Finally I will be 99.99% protected from EVER having a crouch demon seed. I could practice abstinence but we all know that's not going to happen because sex feels amazing with the right person, but I want to have sex for fun not reproduce demon crouch seeds. They are expensive even before they grow inside and even more expensive before, during, and after, after after so in and so on.

I know there's some side effects like they leaving heavier during that time or in between, but I bother taking my chances of a heavier flow than with a demon crouch seeds for the least of my life or their life.

Background story: I had my mom and 2 older both passed away, one when she was 23 in 2002, the older one who had 6 beautiful children died in 2019. My sister's wish was for me to take care of her children if anything happened to her, the two oldest are good living their lives, the two youngest were adopted by other families but I still am in contact with one of the youngest siblings. And I have two middle teenagers, I just adopted my nephew who turned 15 this year in Dec 2022, and now I am working on adopting his older sister 17 about to turn 18 and moving to a bigger place. I love my niece and nephew all 6 of them, but teenagers are the worse there are times I just want to push them off a .... anything just be free and have so ME quiet time. Anywho last yes on 11/12/2023 my mom passed away, now I am left with her apartment and the two teenagers, and stress of life.

I am 40 years old, I have no children of my own and I do not want to give birth to any of my own either. They are very time consuming and I don't want to have to leave work or choose to either work or stay home with the child and may or may not have my job when ready to come back. I chose at 23 to never get pregnant or have kids, my older sister I, who had 6 children almost all 6 was diagnosed with autism, and ADHD, and schizophrenia like my metal sister had before she died, because I'm clearly related to them both and it was too high of a percentage to take that chance. I'm so excited.