Scared I’ll suffocate my baby

I’m 2 weeks postpartum. I had a C-section. I was struggling a lot alone so I ended up coming to my parents place for help. Too bad for me they all got some kinda viral thing. Everyone is sick. Fever, flu, cough. My mama was helping me with the baby (she helped changing diapers or looking after him if I slept) but now it’s again alone. Days aren’t that hard now. Even tho I’m still sleep deprived lmao. But the nights are so difficult. I’m so sleeepy and I end up dozing off while breastfeeding the baby. And the thought of accidentally doing something to him haunts me. Like what if he can’t breathe with my chest so near to him. What if I’m sleeping and he throws up? What if I end up sleeping too much uhhhíoó