RANTING

I HATE TTC! I hate my body right now. Not for “failing” to get pregnant but for things being off. I have regular cycles for the past two years. they have been on time ALWAYS. I start my period every 28 days in the morning like clock work! However this cycle I had a heavy spotting “mid cycle bleed” right after my ovulation week. THEN I think I ovulated again (i had positive test and my cervix discharge was raw egg white). So i guess my mis cycle bleed was an early period??

If not I’m 3 days late and finally thought i started this morning…. NO just a small pink spotting. no cramps. no pms symptoms no nothing.

Sorry I needed to vent. I have two beautiful daughters right now and when ttc my first took us 2 years and my youngest took one month. both surprises lol

Thanks for reading.