Crippling depression

I have dealt with depression for a very long time and am very anxious. I am diagnosed with ADD, depression, anxiety, and bipolar disorder. The bipolar disorder I don’t think is accurate I have ADD which can often lead to a misdiagnosis of bipolar. I have not had the best life, but I know a lot of people have it way worse. The past couple of days I have been struggling to find a reason to stay alive. It’s a constant thought and will not go away usually it’s one day and I will be good for a month but I am struggling horribly. I also have no job which does not help no money I am living with my parents because I cannot afford a place to live. I have a son and he is my reason for being here always I love him more than anything I cannot leave him. I just need to find help and see if things do get better because I am truly at a loss here. Nothing has been working out the way I’d like it to or the way I need it to I am trying every day and feel like I am just losing it. Does anyone have advice on what they’ve done to get out of spiraling mental health? I’m on Prozac and adderall. The adderall I might get off of I don’t know if that’s what is causing my issues or what is going on.