Nose Job?

I’ve been contemplating getting a nose job… honestly for as long as I can remember.

I was heavily bullied because of my nose throughout most of my childhood/teenage years. I had jokes made, nicknames, numerous put downs, etc. I am now 22, financially stable and considering it because my confidence honestly revolves around my nose. I hate it. It makes me feel so ugly and, as everyone tells me, it’s big. My family says it’s proportionate to my face/body… but I just don’t know. I hate taking pictures of myself, I hate how it flares, I hate it and I hate that I hate it. I can’t even take a “selfie” without having a panic attack… seeing myself in a camera seriously makes me squirm because I get so scared.

Though, I am nervous to get a rhinoplasty because of some of the cons I’ve heard of… but I just don’t know what else to do… one of my biggest concerns with getting any type of plastic/reconstructive surgery is that I’ll look like someone I’m not, but I honestly feel so ugly the way that I am.

Any thoughts? Your own opinions/personal stories with or without ‘nose jobs’? I’ve tried the whole self love theory but gosh dang is it hard…

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