No symptoms yet?

I’m like 5-7dpo I didn’t fully track for may. I thought I felt twinges in my abdomen/uterus would come and go still kinda now comes and goes. I’m 9 days out till my period. My boobs have a lil pain here and there. I really thought this would be my month. I felt so confident. And now I’m just sad. I tested already bc I’m impatient ofc was negative as I’m only 5-7dpo I got my first positive around 9-12dpo with my other kids. But I don’t think it’s gonna be my month anymore and I’m just upset.