Negative

I’m so disheartened I took one of my tests it’s negative I’m going to take the second one in the morning to see if maybe it’s because I took the first midday but just seeing the solid negative not even a faint line is just crushing my heart. I so want a baby and we keep trying next month I’m going to an obgyn for the first time and my husband is getting his levels counted and we’ll see what’s up but I just wanted to do this as just us without all the medical stuff and now with this fail after fail I just feel so put down 😞