Just in a funk….

I’m not sure if any of you mamas are feeling this way, but suddenly I’m starting to feel so insecure. This pregnancy has been a lot, and I’m not wanting to complain but venting a bit. I love my baby and I know my body is going through some changes being that this is my fourth pregnancy , before I found out I was pregnant I was working out from home in my room - I was on my weightloss journey going on a year I had went from 272lbs to 235lbs but since this pregnancy I’ve gained about 12lbs. And I’m 15 weeks today and getting some type of energy back, so I’ve been delayed in working out due to that but starting to get back to it just mentally not right.

My jeans don’t fit any more :(

I’m always in bed

I just want to eat and eat and eat although I’m not hungry..

Kinda reminds me of when I first started my weight loss journey and I’d binge eat and my emotions and all have been crazy lately.

I don’t do my make up no more

I just don’t feel pretty

I just want to crawl in bed and cry, but I’m trying to find ways to stop that and change and be a little active.

I just don’t want to go back to I was before, It’s just so hard because of pregnancy it’s much different because you can’t take certain things as far as when I used to work out I used to drink my energy drinks for a pre work out. Being in a calorie deficit…my mind set is much different, limited on certain work outs.

I also have to get with my ob with working out…

due to being high risk due to preterm situations from my previous pregnancy and also preclampsia with my first pregnancy…

*sigh

Any recommendations would be greatly appreciated, any advice, anything helps. I just feel so alone as well…

I want to get out this funk 😭….