In the process of divorce

Hello,

I want some words of comfort pls. I’m currently going through divorce after 4 years of marriage. I loved my ex very much but there were 2 events that broke my marriage. First happened in 2020, a couple months after we got married, I got pregnant. For me it was a surprise cause I was very new to the sexual life but beside being so scared I was also happy cause all I’ve ever wanted is to be a mom, especially with my endometriosis. Once he knew about it, he told me he wasn’t ready to be a father and basically convinced me that an abortion was the best option. Although I didn’t want to, coming from my husband, I trusted him. Then in 2022, I got pregnant again and for this time, I was so excited, so happy, but once I told him, again, same issue. He wasn’t ready to be a dad. I was mad, I was sad, my soul was hurting. Then he gave me 2 options, he said that either I have an abortion and we stayed together, or I can keep the baby and he will leave me with the baby and won’t bother me. I was so scared and even though I didn’t want to, I was also scared to be left by myself with a baby, specially living in a state where I didn’t have any family whatsoever, so I did it, which is something I’ll regret for the rest of my life. I moved out a couple months ago and moved out of state and we’re in the process of divorce. But before I moved out, I went to visit my parents and to my surprise I saw someone there that I hadn’t seen in more than 10 years, someone that we both liked each other before but nothing ever happened. This time, we saw each other and we talked until 4am, taking about so many different things. He’s amazing. We clicked immediately, like I’ve never clicked with nobody. I then when back and told my ex that I’m leaving that same day after taking about it for more than 3 months. Fast forward to know, this person that I saw has been flying to where I moved to see me, making so many sacrifices to be here with me. I just found out I’m pregnant, I’m happy, words can’t describe, but I’m so scared of what people may say or think about me tbh. I know it’s fast, I know I’m still in the middle of a divorce. We honestly thought he was infertile bc he has tried before to have kids with previous partners and he couldn’t and all he wants it’s a family, and we were even looking for infertility doctors. But I just need some words of advice to ignore what people are gonna say plsssss