Any suggestions

After 4yrs of interaction (never using protection) we finally got checked and it’s him. I feel like I will never have the chance to experience maternity whenever I want naturally or have that surprise of being pregnant. Has anybody had this if so how did you handle it because I know I’m not going to leave my soon to be husband just because test say he’s infertile; I’m going nuts. I don’t know what to think. I feel like a black shadow is above me and nothing ever comes out positive. Yes, “God gives his toughest battles to his strongest warriors“ but this warrior wants a break; she doesn’t feel so strong anymore.