I should have never married. When we got together he was on steroids and few times got a little physical but I ignored it. He cheated and it really got physical. But I took him back. We moved in together and got married 1/2021. Within two weeks it got physical and I left. I returned. It just got worse. I left again and returned again. But a big incident happened at Target. I got temporary restraining order. No contact for a month. In that times I left he had the same girlfriend. But we got back together in 2022. Abuse continued sporadically we had a child together. I’m currently 36W pregnant.

He’s back on steroids and he’s getting verbally abusive. He’s pushed me. Threw a diaper at my head. I’m making plans to leave in two days. To my moms house that’s not suitable. I’m having second thoughts. I want my newborn to be in a comfortable environment. Idk if I should wait till I’m healed (c-section) or leave now. I’m so confused.