Yesterday i received the most devastating news. My fertility doctor called to go over my test results. I’ve been going to fertility clinic. 1st time EVER!!! Up until this phone call. I thought I was getting step closer to conceiving & having healthy pregnancy. I thought wrong.😩 She said: As far going over my test results. She doesn’t think I am good candidate for the program. Because I am 40yrs.Old & Pre-Diabetic. Basically, I won’t be able to Carry my own children. Then she stated that I could have someone else carry my eggs. That would be 40 to $50,000. Of course she already knew I couldn’t afford it at this moment. My husband & I are hard working people. But we are not rich with money. Then she’s like if get a period this month call us back. Like What….!? I feel like it’s all about the money. They don’t even know me. I took a couple of tests. Base off that they like give me nothing. Oh & I am Perimenopause too. I still have periods. They irregular after my last miscarriage. It’s like they didn’t even try any medications yet. Like to see if that would help me with irregular periods. Also to see if & when I ovulate. I truly feel she didn’t give me a chance.

Like I think I need a 2nd opinion. What do you ladies think on it???? I am at lost of how to move forward. I can’t except this here. I know God is not done with me. God has the final say on my life as a mother!!!! 🙏🏻❤️