I was recently taken advantage of by a co-worker. Im autistic and i have a messed up coping response from childhood traums where i make sexual jokes. This co-worker knew this about me. I never mean anything by the jokes, everyone who knows me, knows this. I never wanted to have sex with him but he waited till i was so drunk i couldnt walk nor stand, he gave me a ride home and instead of taking me straight home, he brought me to a lake near my house and raped me. I had gone to another coworkers house for breakfast with a few other coworkers and he had given my a ride, since that experience i am unable to orgasm. Not by masturbation or sex wuth my husband. Is this a normal response to sexual assult?