So I just turned 18 last month and I think I'm ready to explain what happened in hopes to get answers.

So when I was in third grade (8 years old), I experienced my first SA. I was attending an after school program called "the Boys and Girls Club" where many kids from K-12 would attend with highschool/college students as "staff members". I remember going there one day after school and walking into the restroom .. behind me followed 4/5 girls (that were older than me by at least a year or two). The girls opened the stall door and pushed me inside with another girl following behind me and closing the door. The girl in the stall with me begin complimenting me while pulling down my jeans then pulling down my panties. I remember her saying "you're so smooth" because I hadn't developed pubic hair yet and saying "it's so tight" as she stuck her fingers in my 🐱. She kept saying that she wanted to be friends while doing it and said that this was normal for their friend group .. I naively believed them. This went on for a few months. I remember the "twins". The twins both took advantage of me, one of the girls put her fingers in me while the other made me lick her area. I don't know if that's my fault honestly, but I always think what would have happened had I reported it. My parents ended up taking me out of the B&G club the next school year (4th grade) randomly and I never had to worry about the girls.

I'm posting my other story right after this because this post is getting extremely long.