I feel so alone

Hey girl! I’m not too sure what I’m looking for here! I’ve had such a lifestyle switch and currently at a new rock bottom. Me and my now EX broke up just under a year ago meaning I had to move out of his house, relocating somewhere new and transferring jobs! Everything changed! I don’t have family so it’s not like I could run back to Mummy’s and Daddy’s! I’m alone. I’m 24 years old living in a town where I know no one! I’ve put on 5 stone since being with my EX. Never hated myself more! I’m completely over him, that’s the best part about all this! Seeing how mentally destroying he was but also how much of my own life I sacrificed for him when he didn’t do shit! But it’s left me with nothing. No social life, no confidence, no money…. Nothing. All I have is a job, little house and myself! I see my old friends living there best lives, enjoying themselves and it just makes me realise how alone I am! And it’s not like I haven’t tried ‘ making friends’. I’ve tried going out, joining groups, using app, reaching out to old pals but most girls my age are either loved up or already have friends! I’m just so alone. I have no motivation to work on myself anymore! I sometimes get in my head and think if I was to pass how long would it take until anyone realised….. sad thing is it would be my workplace….. each weekend I spend alone, in my room, either sleeping ( which I do a lot, helps pass the time) or eating! I honestly just don’t know anymore. I’m lost on what to do! Sorry for the essay I just needed to write down my feelings!