I need to say this to someone. I know it’s a CRAZY way to feel, but I just need to say it.

I just got cast in a show as an extra playing a very promiscuous role. I am NOT a promiscuous person. I am a t-shirts and basketball shorts all day every day kinda person. Men are not attracted to me, it is what it is. But I’m gonna play this part, and I KNOW that it’s gonna be a turn on for some viewers, because that’s just how people are when they watch tv alone at home and there’s a vaguely scandalous scene. That’s just how people get. And it’s a kind of attention I am not used to, I am not ready for, and I don’t know how comfortable I am with it.

But there’s a part of me that’s really excited to be seen like that. And I know that’s the socially corrupted part of my brain, and I feel really weird about it. But MAN am I gonna ride that high forever.

Anyway this is CRAZY