35 week vent

Kerri

I’m so exhausted. I work 2 jobs as a nurse, I have a 2.5 year old, and most days I’m the only one that does anything around the house. My husband works full time as well and if I’m working will pick our daughter up from daycare and spend time with her until I get home around 8. But when I get home, he goes straight to his video games. He doesn’t clean up after himself or our kid unless I directly ask him to, hates giving her baths because she splashes, and has just been overall lazy. Im over 35 weeks pregnant with our second, the house is a mess, it’s so hard to lean over and pick things up, my toddler actively makes messes while I clean another room, my dog paces constantly and is always up my ass. Im just at my wits end and want to cry. And then to top it off this is the hottest out state has been for years and I about have a heat stroke daily. I want to just take a long nap and wake up and my house will be clean, the new baby’s room painted and put together, and finally have some weight off my shoulders. I have no family nearby that can or will help, I have NSTs and appointments nearly every day that I have off from work and I have Saturday off with my husband but he decided he needed to go for a motorcycle ride with his friend that entire day instead of helping me do anything. I’m broken, I’m exhausted, and I’m sad that he won’t step up and just look around the house and see that I need help. I hate men. Rant over.