Those who have had a VBAC, experience?

Autum • Oct. 2020 ❤️

I am just about 37 weeks & I am so scared to go into labor. I had a C-section with my first due to breech. I never dilated, contracted, nothing. My second is head down and facing all the right ways and my doctors said I’m a great candidate for vbac. Maybe I’m delusional bc I’m VERY over being pregnant but I just FEEL like labor is on its way😂 However I am so scared of a rupture. I also had ovarian surgery at 16 weeks so it stresses me out. I would prefer a vaginal delivery. But I also don’t want the stress of panicking about rupture the whole time. If I go into labor naturally and want csection would that be considered emergency C-section then as well? It all stresses me out lol. I know they wouldn’t suggest it if it wasn’t okay. I have a C-section scheduled at 39 weeks but If I go into labor before then I would try vaginal. I am just SO SCARED. Not of birth itself but of complications. Any stories on if you preferred your vbac or how it was?