I’m battling mild depression this week, and felt I was doing well so far. But for the last days I’ve felt icky in my stomach and have been drained physically. Like no energy at all. The day it started was the day my depression hit. I told my husband I was depressed, but felt I was managing fairly well. Next thing I know he goes from being this happy go lucky guy to being this miserable mean and angry person. Complaining about everything under the sun. Also complained how business was down and that it’s sucked the last few months. Which I called him out on because business has been FANTASTIC! So what the hell was he talking about? This behavior is STILL going on NOW! He’s angry towards everyone and yelled at everyone at work yesterday. (Works and owns a business) Comes home today stating he is worn out and doesn’t want to go back to work even though it’s worker appreciation day at his job. Fine, don’t go back. Not an issue. Then he starts yelling at me about how I lack a routine with not just myself but our kids too. And how I could be doing so much rather than sitting on the couch still in my pjs. I snapped! I had enough! I told him I’ve been sick the last few days and have not been able to eat appropriately so I’m out of energy. I’m zapped. I’m out of it. I already took 2 naps today. And it wasn’t even 10:30. He told me that’s why he won’t say nothing to me again he’ll just be silent and if I make our kids point fingers at him he’s done with me and them. I said “I’m so tired of you always threatening to leave me. Just go ahead and leave then.” He got mad and yelled at me how I was flipping everything on him. NO, you literally just did that to me because I was still in my pjs and hadn’t showered yet. He goes off about how he never told me to work out, just to find a routine! He’s been yelling at us all week, AND IVE BEEN DOING JUST THAT MAKING A ROUTINE FOR ME AND THE KIDS. It’s almost as if this man is blind! He got me so upset that I started crying while we was talking. He’s cussing at me, meanwhile i didn’t say a single cuss word! I told him I didn’t deserve to be spoken to that way and he said “you’re acting like I’m a villain when all I wanted was a healthy routine for my family.” NO, YOU WANTED TO ARGUE! We’ve been getting into a routine! He chose to pick out daughter up late for her school function because he said he was done trying to get her interested in the same things he’s into (working out- which is what the school thing was) BUT ZSHE WAS READY SINCE 7 am and the thing started at 9. Then he called me at 10:17 and told me he FORGOT TO PICK HER UP BECAUSE HE WAS TO BUSY. I don’t have a car currently. It’s broken down because HE won’t let me get it fixed! Every time I have the cash he falls behind on bills and that money goes to bills. I’m sick of this shit! I’m trying to make it work, but I’m about to just leave! I can’t handle this anymore.