So got positive pregnancy tests the 9th of June , positive tests lasted I guess until Thursday night. Wednesday went to the ER due to bleeding. The bleeding I guess has now stopped as of today. Had labs done at my OBGYN this morning and have to go back Wednesday to redo labs again to see if HCG levels have gone up. But stupid me , didn’t want to wait, I picked up a pregnancy test and now it says not pregnant. 😭😭💔💔 Idk if labs will be different or not. We haven’t been trying for one or preventing it- if it happens it happens…7 years never happened after we had our son and then I get those lines and words on the pregnancy tests saying yes and lost baby. My periods are always irregular so going by LMP for due date isn’t always right, so idk how far along I was. I want to cry and scream .

When we found out I didn’t want anyone to know until after I had my 1st appointment. But hubby couldn’t keep his mouth shut (told people at work, his family- I get he was excited, I was too) . I told him before I tell my family we need to tell our son (7) and daughter (15). Kids were excited, my dad called and congratulated us, I haven’t even heard a word from my mother (which is whatever). But now instead of protecting my kids hearts , I know have to break the news to them. 😭😭💔💔

I really want one more baby. Our son wants a brother or sister to play with closer to his age range. (Kinda).

I’m so sorry this is long. I am a mess. 💔