tricky situation:

im newish to masturbation-i masturbated for the first time a few years ago but only recently started masturbating frequently. my mom is very open and honest but doesn’t want me using a toy yet, so i bought an electric toothbrush and have been using that and my fingers! i share a bedroom/bathroom so my only opportunity is in the shower or when im home alone, and i don’t feel comfortable putting anything “up there” besides a tampon. i also have a monitored web browser so i can’t watch/read porn. any tips for spicing things up? mainly looking for stuff that is super tmi-like new positions to try masturbating in or specific combos that work for you. im willing to try anything😂

also if anyone knows of anywhere i can get a decent toy for dirt cheap with discreet packaging i would appreciate that🫶