Small venting session

Carly

First can anyone tell me if these are actually positive? The bottom one I thought was positive because it was the darkest I got this month for my opk but my friend just sent me hers and it is way darker. It’s a dye stealer. So now I’m concerned I’m not even ovulating. I can’t help but be concerned that mine didn’t look like hers and now I just feel sad because I think I’m out this month.